It’s been a long time since I’ve posted to my blog. I want to say that I’ve been too busy, that lots of other things took precedence, that I’ve had personal issues, health issues, relationship issues, etc. But the fact is that I allowed all of these things to excuse me from my commitment to keeping this blog. That’s the way it is for a lot of us. We make other choices to avoid doing what we’d rather be doing. Why?
When I stopped to think about it, I realized what a negative head space I’ve been in for months. I typically don’t allow life’s disappointments to get the better of me. I like to keep on top of them, address them individually so they don’t pile up, solve them like puzzles, transform them into harbingers of wisdom. But lately, I haven’t been vigilant enough, or maybe too many things happened too fast, or I’m getting slower, losing my endurance. Whatever it is, it’s pissing me off.
I need to let some positive stuff in. Helloooo all you good things waiting to happen! Here I am. Over here!